Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Cute Pumpkins!
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Weekend Fun
This past weekend I actually stayed home for once, I know a miracle. I played with my work friends on Friday night. We went a women conference/show thingy. I bought some Christmas gifts so that was exciting! I also convinced Mindy and Kristin to go eat sushi. They've never had it before and I love it. I think they really liked it too! We had a good time. Thank you Blue Hashi. Saturday I went apartment hunting with Hyrum, and then we picked up Mariah and went to IF for some shopping. Oh Idaho Falls I wish you had a mall bigger than 10 stores (ok there is more than 10 stores, but seriously, it's small). Mariah and I went to Porters to get a craft and then we watched football and just hung out. A pretty low key weekend but I needed it, that's for sure! Sunday's I really never have a break, but I do have enough time to watch The Amazing Race. I love that show! I love Mallory and her dad. Someday I will be on that show!! HAHA! I know that my mom would rock it because she's obsessed with that show, and she knows all the little corners you have to take to win it.
I've started also thinking about what I'm going to buy people for Christmas. I know, I know, it's not Halloween yet, but I've got to plan and space it out people! I love the holiday's, however I do not LOVE that it's getting cold!!
Monday, October 11, 2010
Liam and BYU!
Big Boy Liam and Maddie. He loves to play on the couch! |
Rough day for the both of us, he's teething and I feel crappy! |
BYU Family! |
Close up! |
Liam and his Fargo hat! |
Faith
a. Faith - this is probably the biggest, I've never felt hopeless before this said event in my life, I could never really sympathize with anyone who felt that, but take it from me I've felt it. Having the feeling that prayers aren't being answered or that blessings aren't working isn't fun. Well quite frankly it's what Satan wants you to feel, and he's RUDE! I mean there have been times in the past couple of months that I've felt so alone, and no one is there. No fun, and really I can't imagine living a life like that. It takes a lot of soul searching and a lot of time on the knees, and I still don't think I'm there, YET.
b. It's OK to ask for help. I'm RSP and there is NO way I could have done half of my church callings without my counselors, they have helped me in so many ways, and they are so understanding.
c. Happiness is choice. I've heard this so many times, but really never understood it because well I've always been healthy and happy, but now, I know. I know that even if you are so tired and in so much pain being grumpy isn't going to solve anyones problem. When we are happy, others are happy, and seriously it could be a WHOLE lot worse (that's really hard for me to say, because well I don't think so, but I know so!)
Don't worry I'm still trekking on, who knows how long I'll feel bad, or how long this trial will last, but it's about the end result, and how I deal with it. I have been promised to make a full recovery and that is what I have faith in, and what I cling to.